I have come so that they may have life and have it to the full(John 10.10)
I've been thinking about it a lot because it strikes me that there are ways in which we may have life. There's having life, and then there's having life to the full. There's living as if each day is another day closer to an inglorious end and then there's living as if each day is another day closer to the beginning of something beautiful. Basically, you can live as if life didn't matter or as if it had supreme meaning.
There are two ways to live. One is without purpose, and one is with eternally significant purpose. (Camus was wrong. One cannot imagine Sisyphus happy)
My name is Daniel Shih and today I am here in Sydney, Australia because I have life to the full. I have it because Jesus came to earth, died my death on the cross, stood in my place in the judgment of my sins, and called me to faith in him, bridging the chasm between my sinful self and the God of the universe. To me, life to the full means these things:
It means that the object of my greatest pursuit is eternally significant. I have chosen to throw all of myself into attaining one thing and that is to glorify God. In all that I labor, I seek to make Jesus look good. To have life to the full means that this end that I chose to strive for is more important than any other end anyone on this earth can possibly adopt. There is nothing that anyone on this planet seeks that can be more glorious.
It means that I can pursue anything that I want without guilt. There are many other things in this life that I want besides to preach the gospel to others. I want to play Chopin's Ballade #1 in Gminor. I want to live in a Manhattan studio apartment. I want to own a weeping willow tree by a stream. I want to visit Greece. I want to be in a Coldplay cover band. I want to be ambidextrous at throwing a frisbee. I want to get married and have a daughter named "Sue". I want to break my previous record of building a 30-pound burger. I want to go one-on-one against a wolf.
Having life to the full means I can go after all the other things I want out of life without fear or guilt. This used to be a big problem for me. For most of my life (and I've been a Christian for most of my life) I had difficulty understanding why it was that Christians can have nice things.. It took me a long time to understand that the evil was not in the things, but in the attitude.
Ultimately, a sign of deep spiritual maturity is the ability to guiltlessly enjoy earthly treasures in the context of God's gifts. The pursuit of academic excellence; a successful business; an art or work of art painstakingly perfected; the companionship of a girlfriend or boyfriend; the satisfaction of beating a video game; the elation that comes from achieving an athletic goal. All these things are gifts. They feel good because they're supposed to feel good. Our Father knows how to give gifts. He knows that we like fish better than snakes or stones. And those who are confident in that truth can truly enjoy life. In the end, those who are gripped with the goodness of God, who are confident in the security of their true, eternal, secure, heavenly treasure; they will not be afraid of going after what they desire.
This is who I am. I am a son of God, endlessly pursuing God's renown. And I am a creature of God, created with gifts and passions and desires. I pursue them so that the one who made me will look good. This is what I ultimately desire with my music and with my involvement in cross.transmission: that when people see my skill, experience the music I create, and observe the dedication and determination with which I pursue the perfection of my craft, that God will be praised. And in doing so, I find utmost satisfaction and joy because this is what I consider living life to the full.
For his glory,
-Daniel Shih